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2010-01-02T21:58:00.003+08:00

Good bye to those who have been chosen to go for NS.

According to my friend, he was going to report himself at the morning. He was being sent to Malacca. He woke me up in the early of the morning and forced me to sms with him. If he did not told me that PLKN-ers are going to the camp site together in a bus, I will never know that. All the while I thought they are going there with their family.

I think when I can see my friend again, I will get my SPM results soon. Hopefully he can bring me good luck. =)

2009-08-26T19:08:00.003+08:00

I'm back!! You can see that I don't really did what I had planned. Just forget about it because life without computer is sucks!! *hoho* Many things happened within the month of August. Proudly, I'd transformed to be a typical bookworm because long time didn't go for outing and movie. In school, some teachers are busy finishing the syllabus so that we can sit for our trial exam but some are not, they are still so lazy. I went back to school for Chemistry extra class on Monday and did a lot of experiment. My group and I were doing the displacement of metal from its salt solution which is the easiest one.

Today I also went back to school to have BM extra class. After class, me and my buddy went to Leisure Mall to have our lunch + celebrate friend's birthday. We spent 9o over bucks at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng and almost 70 bucks to buy birthday present. 6 of us are now bankrupt. *applause* We were very full after the meal and decided to have a walk. Coincidentally, we saw Zheng Kween, Tam and Jun Yi at the middle. They ajak us to go Neway. I secretly told Amanda that if we were going with them then we will vomit. Clarify here, is too full until couldn't digest then vomit. LOL

2009-08-03T14:42:00.002+08:00

SPM trial exam falls on 1st of September. Today will be the last day I online, play FB, update blog and do many things with Internet. Right after that, I will prepare myself well although I know that one month is really short and not enough. But that's the consequence of wasting time at the beginning of the year. I've regretted for it. What I can do is just do the best. I will be back around mid of September.

Final of singing competition

2009-08-01T15:58:00.006+08:00

Today is the final for singing competition in my school. After struggled for a whole night I finally made up my mind to go for it because I think that putting people's aeroplane is not good. But then I'm being put aeroplane by one of my so-called closet friend in school, Mei Yen. I actually just finish bathing at 730am this morning. I knew that I'm gonna late so I sms her so that she can wait me since we had promised to meet at pondok. I didn't received her reply even when I reached school. Finally I meet with some of my others classmates and I decided to go into the hall first. When the event started, she still not show her up. I don't ever expect her to appear anymore. By the time I was a bit frustrated because I went to school because of you guys. But she didn't come and the other one come much more later. I sit with bunch of guys and luckily I got something to chat with them. Suddenly, I received MY's message and said that she leave her hp in home and she actually went to hospital because her brother was undergoing a small operation. I feel a bit better after that. Truly, I hate those people like that!! Come back to the singing competition, I feel that the result was a bit unfair. Not only me, many of my friends think that some of the winners don't really qualified to have such award. Maybe there are some reasons that I don't know. Congratulations to Aun Yee and Ester as they are the third winner for the group singing competition. I actually recorded their video but the video was ruined by my friend at the first part. The special guests invited are a singer call Amy Wang Ming Li. Truly, I don't know hoe she look like until today when she reached my school, I don't feel that she has the artist look. Second one is Derick, the champion for last year competition and finally the third are three of ex-students where they were awarded as the most popular group.

Amy

Amy and Derrick

First EP by her

Zheng Kween brought along his lovely brother. His brother is so cute and look a like like a girl.

lovely brother

2009-07-31T17:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI MAN

End of July

2009-07-31T16:46:00.003+08:00

Today is last day in July, 31st. Me, Mei Yen, Chin Eng, Melvin, Huay Yau, Zheng Kween, Jian Zhang and Tam went to Leisure Mall for Baskin Robin just now. We went there by Joe's car.Thank you 'uncle joe'.

In BR, I got the chance to see Melvin's girl girl. *haha*

playing with the dry ice

Actually I want to have a movie but GSC in LM is so lousy. Every movie also don't have and I'm not really interested with Transformer and Harry Porter. After that three girls went to Popular and the guys went Mc Donald to have their lunch and do Add Maths. The reason they choose there is because of at there they can refill their drinks. LOL. Me and Mei Yen plan to go EC Foodie to eat siew long bao but minimum entrance is 3 person and guys already had their lunch. So after walked and walked, we finally we went to Wong Kok. During our meal, we saw Aun Yee. He went to Neway to practice his singing with Ester for tomorrow competition. Then saw Ester and Hui Shi. There are many Connaughtian in LM . I can saw them everywhere.

2009-07-29T13:49:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back. Today is the last day for the stupid monthly test. Try to imagine, 10 hours for 10 subjects, can it consider as a test? Just forget about it and lets see what happen last week. My class had an awesome photographic session. Now I have more than 150 photos to be shared. But I will not post all have them or waste time to edit. What I gonna do is just choose some of them. My class actually have 6 pages in the school magazine and because of the class tee, we took all the photos at last minute. If not mistaken we used 4 days to do it. So, no class for the first day.

yeah 5S1~

leng zai from my class

of course leng nui too

cafe of 5S1

with our class tee

Today after recess, we have no class. Group of us gather and have a long chat. Chat about class trip, hiking on Gunung Kinabalu, facebook, movie and many many more. Maybe we will go Cherating and Kuantan after SPM. *haha*

2009-07-24T15:48:00.001+08:00

coming soon~

Last time for all

2009-07-20T13:22:00.003+08:00

I came back from JB yesterday and I'm too tired to go school today. So, I skipped today class. I went there to visit my sick aunt again and eventually I manage to see her face. This is the second time after the death of my grandma and also the last time for all. Get my point? She passed away in yesterday afternoon peacefully. This really shocked me because before my family and I went to eat with her daughter and son-in-law, she was still ok. When we came back, we saw her maid cry sadly in the room. We could sense something bad was happened. We rushed into the room and saw doctor and nurse were giving emergency treatment. Soon, her husband and all her children reached. We knew she was on the way to go. But we have nothing to do. Then, the doctor came out and told us that she have no way to save her anymore, just let her go. She were suffering for quite a long time because of lung cancer. No one believe that because when she did body check-up, she has no high blood pressure, diabetes and all those old people sick. Her maid told us that, there was a sign of her death. She requested to drink coke. My cousin sister knew her day was no longer long. She bought coke for my aunt and surprisingly she did drank it very fast. I would say surprisingly because when I saw her in wad, she faced difficulty in breathing. When she drank water, she faced difficulty too. The tumor had blocked her throat. But when she drank coke, is totally different.

Maybe my aunt doesn't want to suffer anymore. Her body was very pain because as what I know, the cancerous cells had went into her bone. Her right hand cannot move and once people move it, she moaned like in hell. When doctor has emergency treatment on her, she refused to has it. for many times, she push away the oxygen supply and said that she want to go to find my grandma and grandpa. Finally, doctor injects morfin to reduce her pain. When she wake up, we thought she was already ok but suddenly, her head "drop" and she had gone.

Actually, I don't have any relationship with her because she is not my grandparents' daughter. She is adopte by my grandma. Some more I only live next to her house when I was still in Johor. After my grandma passed away, I never meet her anymore. Suppose I though I won't cry but what happend was totally different. She can still remember me.

Rest in peace

A day of Saturday

2009-07-18T16:39:00.002+08:00

My school was having singing competition just now. I went there as an audience. Actually I took a lot of photos but I'll not post most of it. Just let you guys have a preview, here are a little of it:

Tonight there will be two big events. However, I'm not going to neither Bon Odori or football match between MU and Malaysia. I will stay in home until midnight and go to Johor Bahru, will be back tomorrow..

2009-07-17T14:13:00.003+08:00

Upon Chun Yau's request...

Having fun in 5S1

2009-07-16T14:17:00.006+08:00

New timetable was just came out.. From next Monday onwards, I don't think that my class can lots of fun in school because it seems like no empty period, even PE lesson is after assembly. Some more the chance for me to skip school is getting lower, although i seldom do so. I hate the new timetable. To show my appreciation to the old one, I will use photo to represent it. 5S1 classmates were having fun on yesterday. We played around with Mei Yen's spec and everyone took photo with it. For sure I'm not going to post 38 of them.

Lets the photos do all the talking....

me.. ^^

Jian Zhang

Mei Yen

Melvin

Peak Hui

Me and Jia Jiun

Soon Yin

Huay Yau

Mei Yen, Soon Yin, Aun Yee and me

Again, everytime during Biology lesson, there will be few of us that really listen to our teacher. Actually the way the teacher teach is freaking boring. I fell sleepy and don't like to attend her class. Today many people ter-sleep during her class. You see,.....

Haunted class in SMK Taman Connaught... Taken on Monday...

Around 6.45am in Taman Connaught

2009-07-13T14:38:00.002+08:00

I'm here to post something happened when I'm on the way to school. As usual, I go to school and Monday. As I'm walking, a car (Kelisa) passed by and for sure I step aside to let it go first. Coincidentally, there is a empty parking lot beside me. When I stand there to wait the car to go, the driver drive the car towards me and seems like wanna knock me. I was quite shock that time. Then the driver drive the car away and smashed the car behind which is a Proton Saga. The Kelisa gone like that and tose people around came nearer to have a look. I was stunned there because everything happened in sudden. I stand there for a while then continue my way. My heart almost jumped out and when I reached school, my heart was still beating very fast.. *phew* When school dismiss, I saw that Proton Saga was no longer there. What left is only the small things from the car.

The car driver is insane.!!!

2009-07-12T19:19:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Melvin~

I don't really have this birthday boy's photo. This is the only one in my pc. He was drinking brands chicken essence...

Here is another photo that taken in class~

H1N1 vs Bon Odori

2009-07-12T14:26:00.003+08:00

Everyday we can hear the news about H1N1. Me myself is a bit worry about this so-called flu not because of anything but the spreading of this virus. It is a matter of fact that everyone is exposed to that. We have no way to destroy them. So the best way is to prevent because prevent is better than cure, isn't it? Few days ago when I read newspaper, I accidentally saw a news about H1N1 at the corner. That's common and what I'm trying to write here? Actually there was a dentist conference held in somewhere and seriously, among those dentist, I think 3 or 4 them were confirmed as victims of H1N1. This really scared me and my dad told me also.

I planned to go Bon Odori on 18 of July in Shah Alam. But then because of this virus, I'm forced to cancel it. I cannot go to Shah Alam because the event will be attended by many people. There will also be some japanese. My housing area already got one of my neighbour being quarantined. He is just stay next to my house. Luckily, he had recover and his family were all safe. They really need to quarantine in their own house for one week. Pity them. I don't want to be the first in my school. Somehow, Bon Odori is not held for one year only. I can only comfort myself that next year I can still go there. *sigh*

Not only Bon Odori, I also can't go anywhere except to school and tuition. However, sometimes I will curi-curi go eat with my friends. I have quite a number of movie to watch, many things to buy and shopping. I want to go out!! But I have no choice because I need to listen to my dearest parents. I'm not acting as good girl. I don't want to bring trouble to my family as well as my friends. Hopefully everything will be alright soon......

You're not that perfect

2009-07-09T18:40:00.006+08:00

Thursday, a day which finally I free in afternoon. Not much things happen within this week. Life goes on like usual. Don't know why this few days before I went to bed, I always think something about myself. Suddenly found that I'm not that perfect as I think. In this world, none of us is perfect. But then if you're confident, you can be as perfect as you can. That's what I feel about Xiao Hwa long time ago. When think deeper, I found that I lack of self-confidence and communicate skill. Both also same actually. No confidence = can't communicate well.

How many of you agree with the so-called equation above? Study should not equal to fail because study brings success. But in certain condition such as over study will definitely bring you the failure. What a undeniable truth. If you do like what I had mentioned just now, you will face failure soon.

Stay away from me

2009-07-05T19:59:00.005+08:00

Not feeling well today. Since yesterday, I cough and today even serious plus flu. I'll recover isn't it? Well, I hope that everything will be fine tomorrow. I don't want to skip class.

After waited for almost one week ,I finally finalised my Biology peka, the growth curve of onion plants. My onion stop growing and after plotted the graph, I think I got the correct result. Thanks God. Here is my onion on half way growing~

My growing onion~

My classmates were drinking free Brands Chicken Essence after the motivation talk from the company. I don't really like its taste. The photos below seems to show that they like it so much. But many expressions can be seen after they drank it. It really taste bad although it is so-called the essence of chicken. If it can help everyone to score excellent in exam, I can accept. But, it's not..

2009-07-02T22:12:00.005+08:00

Recently, I'd been very busy. All teachers were mad. They gave a lot of homework and everyday after school, I need to spend many time to finish it. Furthermore, I have bundle of tuition homework. I have also planned a study schedule for myself. It seems like 24 hours is not enough for me. I'm exhausted and need enough REST urgently. Unfortunately, no holidays in the month of July.

Let's forget about all the dooms and talk something else. This week, the hot topic in school is about NS!! I received Aun Yee's message on Tuesday and from there I knew that NS list had came out. On the second day, almost everyone talked about that. In my class, only 9 of them were chosen. This year the list came out much more earlier. At first, I doubted the "purity" of it. Immediately I visit the NS website to double check. I have been tried for two days and finally I manage to check it in the afternoon. *lag* There is many different says about NS. Some of them said in a family, at least 1 child will be selected. Some even said if you check through sms, you will being choose next time. Something funny is that the name list is choose randomly by computer. Is it computer got those sense?

Yesterday I went Secret Recipe with Mei Yen and Peak Hui. We purposely went there to eat cakes. *applause*

Great friend

2009-06-27T14:40:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday

Mei Kei

Today is my friend, Mei Kei's birthday. She can consider as one of my greatest friends. When I shifted to Connaught, she treat me nicely. Although I only have half year time to be her classmate, but that's totally more than enough. I still remembered that on the first day of school reopen in 2007 ( form 3 ), I changed class to 3A and no longer in D class. She introduced me to some of her friends in 3A so that I will not being neglected. She is such a wonderful and humble girl. I appreciate her as my friend.

you see her action~

No 14

2009-06-24T14:06:00.002+08:00

Basically, I didn't learn anything in school today. Out of 10 periods, only 4 of them have teacher, BC and Add Maths. 3 period before recess, we went down to the hall because today is Minggu Kerjaya. It can't be considered as edu fair but it is something similar. Different colleges and university came to set up their booth, like UCSI, Lim Kok Wing University, KDU, TAR, Sunway and ... There is a course for those who want to become steward. My friends and I go there to listen what they say. Surprisingly, they said once we become a steward, we can have monthly salary about RM4ooo and this amount is only the minimum. If plus all the allowances, we can have more than that. Really?

I have no idea about my future course and career. I just have a dream to go overseas. But for what? I don't know. Every time I asked my dad, he will ask me to finish SPM first. When I ask further, he advise me to study Form 6 or take foundation course if I found my favourite course. Pharmacy? Bio tech? Food Science? Tourism? For sure, those things related to art and design are not in my consideration. If I want to study business or account, I need to restudy coz I'm in science stream. Sometimes I wonder, is my decision to choose science really suitable for me. I have no time to start all over again. What I can do now is just concentrate for SPM. Who knows maybe one day I can find a good and right way for myself..

I got number 14 in my class. If compared with previous exam, there is some improvement. But I want more than that.

Yesterday is Monday

2009-06-23T14:17:00.009+08:00

Monday is the busiest day in a week. Yesterday after school I ran back to house to bath and to take all my stuff so that I manage to meet Mei Yen at 2pm. Of course I'm able to do so. We were actually having tuition at 430pm. Since she stayed in school until tuition time, I decided to accompany her. Before school dismissed, we already plan where to have our lunch. Unfortunately, that restaurant close on Monday. Finally, it turn up to be in Pizza Hut. We stayed there for almost 2 hours. We thought we can't finish all the food but we did it! *applause*

Hawaiian Chicken

My class had finalized the class t-shirt design.

5 science 1'o9 SMKTC

Birthday

2009-06-21T20:02:00.004+08:00

Today is also my tutor, Mr Wong's birthday. Early in the morning, when I attended Chemistry class, whole class celebrate for him. We planned to give him a surprise. But he just asked us, why you all came so early? *sad* It seem like our plan was failed. He is 34 years old and my sister and her friends prepared 34 small candles for him to blow. Expectantly, he able to blow off the flame in one shot. For my chemistry class, we bought him a secret recipe cake and one model of him. I can't really show the photos here unless I manage to get from my friend.

Happy Birthday Mr Wong

Mr Wong teach me Physics, Add Maths and Chemistry. Undeniable, he is a genius. Truth, I hate the way he conduct the class. He always like to scold people. Sometimes, he even forgot people's feeling. Every time I failed his test, he will scold me! But without him, I can't score well in my exam. Before attending his class, I will revise so that I could answer his question. He really helps me a lot. Tomorrow my friends and I will give him his birthday present as an appreciation. I will post his photos if I can take his photo tomorrow.

Father's Day

2009-06-21T17:22:00.005+08:00

Today is father's day.. I just came back from the celebration, very early isn't it? That's my family tradition. We always have our dinner earlier than the others. My dad is really a China man. He don't like Thai, Korea, Japan, Italy cuisines... For sure, I was not going to celebrate in those restaurant. We went to the food court nearby our house.

I like my dad. Although sometimes he is emotional, but he still treat us very nice. Everything he did were for our benefit. He is very concerned about his three daughters' academic. From primary school until now, he never missed any opportunity to help us to improve our studies. He is really responsible. That's why I respect him. If my dad failed to do his own responsibility, what for I consider him as such a great man?

my dad

I love you!! Happy Father's Day~

Well, Mother's Day was in last month. I hasn't post anything about her. My mom is also a great woman. Although she likes to nag us, but this is the nature for a mother, right? Her purposes are always for our own good. Sometimes I really don't like her because she keep on repeating the same thing. After think deeper, I can understand her feeling. She always care about us. Sometimes I can feel that she will ignore herself, just for us.

my dad and mom

For dad and mom, Thanks for take care of me since I'm a baby.

I love you!!!

the only benefit of staying near school

2009-06-17T16:54:00.007+08:00

Every Tuesday and Wednesday, my class will have extra one period due to the excess subject of Civic. Before school dismiss, we were told by monitor that today extra class is as usual. None of us dare to go back earlier because teacher will record our name in borang. So, what to do? *sigh* When Add Maths period, while teacher is copying the exam answer for us, me and Mei Yen chit-chatting. All of sudden, I said:" heard that Fun Ok change menu. When we gonna try it?" Mei Yen:" Friday lo?..... Why not later?" Me:" Ya hor, later got extra class." See, within 5 minutes, we had decided to have lunch together after school. Our neighbour, Amanda was following too. Three of us go out again!! This time, Amanda also had given us her first time of stepping into that cafe.

Well, no photos this time because we are good students, keep hand phone in home. *haha* We played UNO inside the cafe. Now only I know that Amanda actually don't know some cafe provide games for customer. She was quite surprise when MY asked whether to have games or not. I'm not lucky today. I lose many times.... We also chit-chatting and linked our topic to pure science subjects. It seem that we're addicted to them.

My time is very flexible because I live nearby school. I can go to school at anytime I like (except late) and go back home at anytime too. That's the only benefit. I don't need my parents to fetch me so I can go anywhere after school, as long as I inform them if I reach home very late. I love this.!!

I took these photos last time:

refrigerator? perhaps...

place to put games...

the day which i had waited for long time

2009-06-16T14:58:00.005+08:00

My whole afternoon had gone. I'm busy with finalizing my add maths folio. After this and that, is almost 5pm. See, I planned to do physics homework. Now gotta postpone to night time.

Ok, I have got back all my test papers. I have been waiting for the this day long time ago. This diagnostic test quite satisfy me. I got 9A and 1B. Of course, the so-called 'A' only have two is A1. The rest are only A2 which most of them just pass the border line. I hate my moral because it brought me a B. I only got 61 marks. *cry* My highest mark is only 80. So, my result cannot be considered as excellent. I have to admit that this is not my best performance. Obviously, I just told my dad about my results. He said:" Your condition is quite critical, most of them are A2." I had nothing to say... Just nodded my head. Luckily still have trial exam waiting for me. For the coming trial, my target are only A&B, higher than 55 marks, increase my number of A1!! I had upgraded my target. That's the requirement for myself..!!

2009-06-13T18:04:00.005+08:00

Really, time flies very fast. It is almost the end of the two weeks holidays. I had been relaxed and enjoyed for the past 14 days. You know as a student, you have not much things to do during holidays, unless you have a part time job. Among 10 students, how many out of them will really do revision? As a matter of fact, they will only study provided it is tuition time. For me, is exactly the same.

I'm not those who hate school reopen. I have been waiting since the beginning of mid term holidays. So, 15 of June will be my day. I really gotta put more effort on my studies. This time, I'm serious. I realized the importance of having a valuable cert in my hand. It'll definitely guaranty my future. I want to step out from Malaysia to create my own future! I'm not ambitious, just that not willing to stay in this small country.

Adam Lambert

2009-06-12T14:15:00.007+08:00

Well, I think most of you out there already know about this news. I just read through newspaper and accidentally found something about Adam Lambert. He actually admitted the gay rumors about himself. For me, that's not really important, because I'm not a fans of neither him nor Kris Allen. However, my dearest friend is actually Adam's biggest fans. When i first read the news, I think of her, Mei Yen!! She don't really want to believe on the gay issue about him. Somehow, he had admitted and very proud with his own sexuality.

“I don’t think it should be a surprise for anyone to hear I’m gay. I’ve been living in Los Angeles for eight years as a gay man. I’ve been at clubs drunk making out with somebody in the corner. I’m proud of my sexuality. I embrace it. It’s just another part of me.”

“Right after the finale, I almost started talking about it to the reporters, but I thought, ‘I’m going to wait for Rolling Stone, that will be cooler. I didn’t want the Clay Aiken thing and the celebrity-magazine bullshit. I need to be able to explain myself in context.”

Simple yet happy

2009-06-10T19:18:00.009+08:00

After stayed in house for four days, just now I went for outing, destination is Sunway Pyramid. This time is the second time for me to step into the building in 2009. I went there for ice skating+window shopping during CNY. Actually only me and Mei Yen are going, but then because of too lonely, I invited Amanda too. Unexpectedly, she can join us. Alright, we started our 'journey' around 9am and ended around 6pm. We actually wasted 3 hours before we could reach Sunway, due to public transport problem! Three of us waited at KL Sentral for a long long time because they suddenly cancelled the train to Port Klang. You see, that's why we need to go out early. I swear i will never go Sunway by commuter again.

It's time for lunch when we reached there. We did not eat breakfast and are very hungry. After hesitating for sometime, we decided our lunch place. The Manhattan Fish Market!! First time been there and so too with Amanda and Mei Yen.

The Manhattan Fish Market

Mei Yen is makeup-ing

Our lunch was very delicious. We worry about the serving size. So for safety purpose, we only ordered Manhattan Seafood Plate for Two and drinks. *haha* At last we couldn't finish all the food. Anyway, we had tried our very best to digest them.

Salmon soup

Onion soup

Our lunch~

prawn coated with cheese or mayonnaise?

Then, we walked around in the building and took some photos. We can't really find some beautiful place as background. We bought two polo tees as birthday present for our tutor, Mr Wong. All of us had not bought any thing. I wish to buy some clothes, but can't find any of them. Mei Yen is very unlucky today. The shoes she want to buy no size, the top she want to buy also no size. I can only say that she has no fate with them. *haha* We had drinks in Gasonline before we leave. For Amanda, this is the first time. Around 5pm, we took a cab and went back to Leisure Mall. There will always be the place where group of us gather and say good bye, because it can be considered as the center point of our houses.

after meal..

Mei Yen and Amanda

Me and Amanda

Mei Yen and I

in gasonline

me~

I enjoyed my day with two of my friends. They are nice, Amanda and Mei Yen are my neighbours in class, respectively for the year 2007 and 2008/2009.

Exam

2009-06-08T11:31:00.002+08:00

Now only I know, what is the meaning of boring. Well, last week i enjoyed my holidays happily. This week, I'm exhausted to go out. To fully utilize my precious holidays, I decided to study... After I counted and counted, I found that the distance between me and SPM is only five more months!! Oh gosh, is just around the corner because cruelly, time will fly very fast.. Do you agree? However, me myself still can't feel the exam fever. Maybe I'm still not awaken. I only use the time to force myself to study. After few hours, i will dump my books. *haha*

Actually I'm waiting for school reopen. Do you know why? I'm very excited to get back all my results. If teachers do not give back some of the papers, i will never have such thoughts. You know, exam is not the most terrible things. When the moment test papers are given back, it almost drive everyone carzy. No matter how confident we are, we will still worry about it. When someone got back his/her own paper, different expressions can be seen. Some of them busy discussing the answers, some of them just sit alone at one side, some of them even throw the paper away. Which type belongs to you?

from girl to lady

2009-06-06T16:18:00.002+08:00

just now i saw my neighbour. she married on December last year, only 19 years old. when i see her again, is few hours ago. i almost cant recognise her. she looks like those market aunty, hugging her new born baby. beside her is her husband. when i first looked at them, i thought my neighbour's friend came to visit, bringing along her own son. it sound ridiculous but it's a truth. i witnessed the bridegroom come to fetch the bride last year. that time they were a pair of sweet couple, get married without bordering what others talk about. few months later, she became a mother, transformed into a lady. but her husband is still young and handsome. if i don't know him, i will consider him as a college boy, enjoying his own life.

you see, that's the difference between girls and boys. before married, all of us can easily recognise their status. right after that, everything will change. girls will transform into ladies but boys are still boys. they will only change as time passes.

when my mom knew that they are to marry soon, she was quite shock due to only ONE reason. my neighbour was just graduated from secondary school, got married because she was pregnant. then my mom asked her three dearest daughters, "would you like to marry at this early stage?" my sisters and I answered her, "No!" for me, i will never do such thing. try to imagine, right after secondary school, you become a mother, everyday staying in house to take care of your child, repeating daily routine. you loses the chance to continue studies, enjoy, relax and work. is that consider as a life? of course not!

2009-06-06T09:09:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Peak Hui!!

17 again

2009-06-05T18:12:00.007+08:00

first week of holiday is gonna end soon. i think the coming week is time for me to hold books again. from the beginning of the holidays, i don't have chance to sit in home properly, busy outing and helping for society activities. again, i just came back from leisure mall. my original plan is to visit popular to buy some stationary and reference books. but then it end up with i watch movie with my sister, 17 again!!

free gift from GSC...

i have planned with Mei Yen to watch together. but i broke the promise. never mind, i wish to watch again. Zac Efron is so handsome. in that hall when he appear, the hall is not silent anymore. there are many of them whispering. whispering about.... u know, i know. I'm going to tidy up my messy table and book shelves later. soon, war will begin...

The door of dreamz

2009-06-03T19:22:00.004+08:00

my school chinese orchestra concert on 6th of june, this saturday. im not going because not one accompany me. r u interested? go to SMK Taman Connaught, Cheras at 8pm on that day and u can buy ticket at that time. each ticket only cost RM10 or RM20 for VIP seat.

my history~

2009-06-03T18:15:00.003+08:00

i reached my home!! actually I'm not going johor to play. i went there to visit my sick aunt. but... we made a mistake because we never call to her house. when we reached there, my uncle said:" she flied to Singapore with her daughter". oh my god~ you should know that from KL to Jementah, Johor take quite long time. i hate to sit inside the car because it drive me crazy especially for long journey. well, we chat with my uncle for a while . after that, we started our journey back to KL.

i saw this!!

11 years ago, i lived in Jementah, Johor. when i gonna start my primary one, i shifted to Kuantan. now, I'm in KL, a big big city. at first, i cant accept it. my dad said we are going to move to KL during mid term holidays, which is three years back. you know, i have my everything in Kuantan. it kinda a shock news for me. i have no choice. when i visit Jemantah again, its like a stranger in my world. i cant remember all the place, except for one funny incident. i remembered that i was chased by a dog, round my house and i was crying that time. but no one rescued me. ==

when I'm on the way back, i wish i could see cow. u guess what happen next? i saw a cow eating grass at Sime Darby plantation. then a cow cross the road when my car pass by. you see, i really see cows. *haha* along the way, we can see some durian stalls. finally, we stopped the car and for sure, we bought some. i felt tired and slept in car. when i wake up, i realised that i reached UPM. glad that soon i can walk down from the car. i can have some "fresh air".

tomorrow, I'm not going to anywhere but to school. after holiday for long time i will attend st john activity. when i think of st john, one big question mark will appear. should i continue joining st john? I'm very not sure!!

going out with him

2009-06-02T18:34:00.005+08:00

just came back from Mid Valley. i went there with him... and upon his request, i wore skirt. already long time i didnt wear my beloved skirts. Mid Valley was so so crowded but then i didnt meet my friends there. 830am, he came connaught to find me. after got up to a cab, we reached there around 930am. actually none of the shops open yet. we walk around and finally i accompany him to 'da kei' . then we watch terminator salvation at 11am. for the first time i watch terminator. *haha* if not because of the ticket seller knew that we are under 18, i will watch i corrupt all cops.

he brought me to gardens 7th floor. i dont really know where is it and thought that he cheat me. unfortunately because of raining i cant go out to see. i can only see through the mirror. he said next time only go again. today he didnt accompany to go home because he want to meet up with his friends at sungai long pasar malam and stay over night there. my dad is so good. he fetch me at tasik selatan.

im going to johor tomorrow... but how about plan with Mei Yen? should i go out with gang of friends to celebrate Peak Hui's birthday???

from 2 to 8pm

2009-06-01T20:27:00.004+08:00

Tasik Selatan >> Kuala Lumpur >> Central Market >> MCD >> Kuala Lumpur >> Tasik Selatan >> tuition

today i choose not to go out with my form2 classmates because i got something to be settled at central market. i meet with kim at TS and we went CM together and meet with soon yin. purposely we went there to settle class t-shirt stuff. we gathered all the design and mix them onto piece of cloth. well, me myself hasn't know what will be the look but the so called designer said will send the draft through e-mail. we had spent almost one and a half hour there to combine the design. soon yin as the monitor said that wanna give all 5S1 teachers. we ordered 5o pieces and roughly after all the additional stuff, each one cost rm28.. we saw cochrane scouts went to collect their jacket.

after finish our job, soon yin plan to bring us to eat at somewhere... i also don't know where the place situated. unfortunately, rain suddenly. we went into MCD and soon yin was not satisfied. she asked us to wait inside while she checked whether the shop is open. at last she had her lunch in MCD. then, time was getting short. it was already 430pm. as what we plan, we went back to KL station to wait for the KTM. we were so unlucky because we waited for the train for about 45 minutes. three of us were totally late for tuition. to avoid being scolded, i sms my teacher and told him that we will late due to public transport problem.

after we waited for a long time, the train reached and we were so happy. but the happiness doesn't last long. we were like canned sardine in the train before we could reach our destination. 6pm, we went up to a cab and traffic jam. i was thinking whether want to replace another class on Friday. 5 minutes journey became 15 minutes due to the traffic jam. we rushed up to the tuition centre and luckily teacher didn't scold us. today he seem to be moody but we are the luckiest one.

this world was actually small. we saw Melvin at Mid Valley station. he cant get into the train because it was too crowded. we even sms and called him to tell him we coincidentally saw him. he thought us managed to squeeze into the crowded train. tomorrow i will go back to the same place and go out with my friend. hopefully i wont meet my friends there.

the last day in may

2009-05-31T20:39:00.002+08:00

everything was as usual... i couldn't make a decision for tomorrow activities. it seem like too much crush on the same day. it is kinda difficult because all of them attract me. however, i finally decide something which is more important. i was alone when i attended physics class. mei yen dumped me *haha* she absent because no transport. well, i sit with some one else which actually is my friend's friend. today class was damn silent. too little people if compared with tuesday one.

my dearest dad complaint just now. i have just told him my activities during the holidays. he only comment that im too bahagia. secretly write here, i hasnt tell him completely. now im thinking, how i gonna tell him the rest. should i cancel some of them? i got no idea. i just claimed RM110 from him and that was only for the days after exam.

朋友。。

2009-05-30T10:47:00.008+08:00

i will blog this in chinese.. easier for me to express...

这几天，表面上我与平常没有分别，还是一样和朋友们嘻皮笑脸。。

但是，私低下我在想，

在这个世界里，人真的很善变。

今天的他，可以和你聊得很开心，但是过了今天，很有可能一切都变了。

变得很恐怖，令人止步。

无可否认，人可以是很好的生物，亦非常可怕。

我不算是经过很多风风雨雨的人。

但是，一点点的见识，让我对这个世界上所有的人，

都有了戒心。

我不可以再全心全意的信任某一个人。

有谁懂，可能有那么的一天，

他会把你害得很惨。

朋友，也是一样。。。

我可以毫无顾虑的与朋友相处。

但是你们不觉得坦诚相对比较好吗？

要是有什么事情都不说，

把一切的一切都收藏在心底，

又有谁会知道？

朋友，是生活里小小的点缀。。

但是这小小的点缀要是消失了，

生活就没有意义了。

这也意味着，朋友虽然只是个小元素，

但却非常重要。

朋友，

能够相识是我们的缘分。

对我而言，

只要一切尽心尽力，

不做违背良心的事情，

友情自然会长久。

或许有人会觉得我再写着他，

但是，我可以保证，

这只是我突然有感而发所写的。

绝对没有针对任何一个人及任何一件事。

2009-05-30T10:43:00.001+08:00

this is my school...

my school hall

dataran integrasi

pond

countdown for exam..

enjoyable day

2009-05-29T18:55:00.021+08:00

holiday is gonna start soon.. after exam, no lesson in school. for thursday, we had something called piala khalani and karaoke in school. today, celebration for teacher's day (telematch and performance). kinda fun because we can feel the holiday mood. before celebration started, we watched movie in hall. for the first time, i watched ghost movie, coming soon in school. unfortunately, near the ending mr john stopped us and said we should continue next time.we proceed to the field and watch the telematch between students and teachers. they played some games and they were crazy about it. here are some photos~

sample for one of the presents

ear ring for teacher

one of the games

another game, eat watermelon without using hand

after they ate the watermelon

teacher was searching for chair to sit

karaoke on thursday. first person on stage

yen ming

melissa and yen ming

lek thow

wen hui

performance for teacher's day celebration by pengawas

mr john's perfomance

kelab kebudayaan( dance )

singing from new teachers

cutting cakes

1...

2...

3...

happy teacher's day~

after school, me and my classmates went leisure mall to watch night at the museum 2. met quite many friends there and my friend was very envied because he bought ticket earlier than me but his seat in cinema was near the screen.. my friends and i manage to watch the movie at the second last row comfortably.

have lunch in wong kok

my day

2009-05-27T18:28:00.003+08:00

today is my day.. i had an unforgettable experience with mei yen and peak hui. three of us decided to go to central market right after school. but, we dont have enough cash. Huay Yau borrowed us RM50 and Mei Yen got RM50 also. actually we went there to buy teacher's day present. since it is last year, we do something which is memorable. firstly, we went tasik selatan by bus and central market by KTM. we are not sure whether to take LRT or KTM. we tried everything on our own. finally, we are safe and reach home happily.

on the way to central market, nothing special happen. while we wait for our present to be done, three kampung girls walked to petaling street and have our lunch there. we follow our feeling because not even sure the direction. long time i didnt step into petaling street and so too with my friends. after walked for a long time, we sat down in a restaurant to eat. i wish to go to eat in air-cond restaurant but peak hui said doesnt have that kind of atmosphere. *haha* then we walked around and around 330pm, we went back to CM. our presents were not done yet. we look around inside there and i like that place. next time, i will visit CM again.

something which is very funny happen soon... after bought ticket to go back tasik selatan, we went back to the place before and wait for the train. we are so silly... we never think that the same place cant fetch us back. we are totally panic... we asked a girl but she is not sure also. at last, we got help from a man and he told us to wait behind the place we came down. ........... after that, we saw a train coming... we rushed downstairs and peak hui quicky went into the tain while im trying to ask for the destination. i heard someone said this train is going to Klang. soon, the door started to close and i quickly asked peak hui to come out. i dont want to take risk and reach somewhere that i dont know. the train was gone and we are told to wait for the seremban train to come. three of us were like those kampung girls. however, it is better than those who dare not to try.

this is the day where i dont have enough cash with me, accidentaly become kampung girl. but it is still very fun. also, i get my add maths paper today. for the very first time, i get 73 marks. when i calculated my own marks, im so touch... really happy. i believe i can do better next time.

THIS IS MY DAY!!!

mid night for me 1040pm

2009-05-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

just came back from tuition and because of some reason, i cannot sleep first. i am so tired. online + blog for fun, finally choose to appear offline. some people is so free, when i online, he will send same things to me and keep on nudge me. very troublesome!!!

i am free!!!

2009-05-26T13:52:00.005+08:00

basically, exam was ended one hour ago.. im so so happy because i can throw away my books temporary. i have been one month didnt go shopping and watch movie. staying in house everyday to study really kill me. luckily i can withstand this kind of 'pressure' . *hehe* tomorrow will have another two silly subjects to be tested. civic and PJ. who actually care about it? before physics3, they sit for account paper. we forced to shift out because 5S1 is used as exam hall. 5S2 was so crowded. me, peak hui and amanda sit near the front door and study. after a while, we started to chat. but time flies very slow. we waited, waited and waited, finally time for recess. after that wait for 45 minutes some more. 1130am, then only exam. the teacher very strange. keep on ask us to check. she asked me, done? i said ya. then she said, if finish then double check. ==

i wish to thank those who sent me all the tips. because of the tips, it made my life easier. for this exam, i dont have enough time to revise. without the tips, i will die badly after holiday. Aun Yee, Zheng Kween, Soon Yin, Mei Yen, Peak Hui, Poh Li and Joe Hui, really thanks you all. i received AY and ZK's message almost for the whole week. their tips were super accurate. if i can score well, they are my saver. for the coming holiday, first week gonna be my enjoy+relax time. on second week, i will follow my parents to go johor. when i come back to KL, i will make friend with all my beloved books again. i will treat them very good and so too with them.

now, i am planning with mei yen where to go during holiday. sunway? pavillion? both? except for monday coz of tuition, my first week already full. i will be the happiest and my dad will extremely upset.

mira, me and sarah

2009-05-23T21:33:00.004+08:00

obviously, today is saturday. i am writing nonsense because i am getting crazier of two things. 1) add maths tuition homework. 2) physics test on monday and tuesday. yesterday, i did trigo identities from 7-10pm. however, i cant prove any of them. so, again i cried because i failed to do homework. if im not mistaken, i do so for last time when im in form2. after so many years, i repeat it again. my whole family were so curious about my strange action. they dare not to ask because they know that i will cry more if they ask. finally, i told my dad my predicament. he told me to relax and forget about the add maths since i will sit for physics test on monday. he suggested me to do revision first. well, i have plan to finish the homework and do revision at weekend. i know that i dont have time. normally, i cant study after 9pm. the only way is that i use my afternoon time wisely. at night, i will throw away my books unless i do not feel sleepy. around 1030pm, is time for me to sleep. my friends will know that i wont sacrifice my bed time no matter what happen on the next day.

when i cry, he called me several times. he comfort me, hoping that i will stop crying. successfully, he did it. i even laughed when he was talking to me. in my 17 years of life, he is the second one. but im not to mean that he is very important for me. that moment he totally transform. he prefer to bully me rather than take care of me.

today morning, i revised for physics. before when to tuition, i tried the add maths again. so happy was that i can prove two of them easily, without referring to the formula. but then because im too happy, i tend to continue do it and late to meet ke xin in tuition centre. so sorry nia~ we promised to discuss before english tuition starts. at there, i managed to solve three of them, left only one for me to explore. i was really happy coz im not that stupid actually. after tuition, i start to continue revising physics until 9pm. i was almost finished waves chapter. if everything run smoothly, before 12pm tomorrow, my work will done. then i will do exercise and study again for those tough topic. hopefully by monday, i will get better and clearer idea for all the teory.

suddenly, think back the time in kuantan. all my friends are apart from me. this is an undeniable truth. time can change everything. we seem like stranger now. if there is a chance for us to meet, i think we dont have any same topic because for these few years, i dont know how many changes happened in our school and what kuantan had transform to...

2009-05-22T14:35:00.006+08:00

i miss him. not because of what else reason but is he appear in my life everyday. when one day lost contact, feel like kinda uncomfortable. three days already... i know his hp confiscated by his mum. once, it use to be like that. i thought it wont happen again.. but many thing is unexpected. i asked him to give me his msn password, unexpected, he gave me. he told me he break up with his gf becoz of me, but i know he wont, unless i really accept him. i know him quite well just that he dont want to admit. he told me when he is moody, he will feel happy again becoz of me. this is a truth. i can make him happy. he told me he really love me, but when i ask him why he dont want to break up with his gf, he dont want to answer me. he told me he want to go out with me, want to see me. but not everytime i promise him... he told me many many things... he called me yesterday night, purposely want to tell me he got no phone to contact me. i knew it earlier... but i played a fool on him and said, "if u got heart, u will use public phone to call me" around 12am, he called again.. i missed his call coz hp cant wake me up.

2009-05-21T14:30:00.005+08:00

second last paper tomorrow!!!

is chemistry....

waiting the last day to come

holiday as reward

2009-05-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

in going to reward myself a holiday on tomorrow.. happily, no exam for all science stream students. so as a student being so hardworking for more than a week, i need one day off but then since Wednesday continue exam, i will stay at home to read sejarah, a little bit on chemistry paper 3 and so with biology paper 3. today biology papers are really a killer. for the first time i feel that this subject is damn tough. for a minimum of A2, 130 out of 200 marks. is it possible? when i got confident on certain subject, sure there is another subject that make me dissapoint. this is not the first time and i dont know when gonna be the last time! left only sejarah, chemistry and physics. good luck for myself and all form5 students out there.

biology

2009-05-16T21:28:00.003+08:00

who can help me? whole day, i study for biology. now not even finish and my brain cannot afford to put in something else... my brain is fill with the word, CELL. this time i choose to revise from reference book instead of text book. i still have one more chapter to go which is the topic about locomotion... most probably i will continue on tomorrow, then is time for chemistry~ so glad that physics is the last one. i can use fri, sat and sun to revise... almost time for me to sleep... hopefully everything will be better tomorrow...

one week is gone

2009-05-15T13:38:00.006+08:00

the moon is so beautiful

one week is over.. i had finished 6 subjects and is so so happy + worry... happy coz weekend is coming, worry coz next week is time for biology, chemistry and sejarah, 8 papers all together... i cant imagine what will happen to us, all science stream students. just now when answering moral, i try my best to do slowly but still got 45minutes left. i look around and saw my neighbour, wei xin and melvin finished very early. then the rest still doing until last minute.

before moral paper start, i found that soon yin is absent. then i asked jiah li where is she. she also dont know so i told mei yen lo. we get her number from aun yee and call her. she told us she just wake up. gosh, around 7.45am already. finally she can make it and reach school at 8pm. we laugh her and someone ask her is it she took aeroplane to school. after recess, i plan to study sejarah one. but group of us turn it into chating world and afterwards, gather around teacher to see her marking our add maths. she finished 5S2 paper and the highest mark is 73 out of 80. what a high marks and when teacher mark mine, my first 3 pages of question already loses more than 7 marks. we told teacher that paper 2 is much more easy than paper 1. but she said that we left out paper 1 so easy question also dont know how to do.

then we also plan to go out right after exam. kim said she want to watch the alien vs monster (anime). but i want to watch 17 again and so with night at the museum 2!! i really want to reward myself during the term holiday and so sorry with my dad because i am going to make hole in his wallet. suddenly, mei yen said :' xiao hwa, everyday i also see u'. she is right. on monday to friday, i see her in school, same class, next to me. then on saturday and sunday we tuition english and physics together. really everyday... some more she sometimes will go out with me. the plan for after exam, we want to go sunway. but both of us also say at last only we are going... no kaki. everytime also same person.... recently like to listen to farmer's song... very cute leh~

just now when i listen to my fm, malaysia is confirm to has first case of H1N1... the person came back from america... something happen with my daily counter... i need to make a new one~ T.T

online

2009-05-14T18:11:00.003+08:00

finally, it started to rain.. early in the morning, i was so happy until although i dont know how to answer my add maths, i do not feel down. but soon yin thought i got confidence to score A. already many days drought. i hate it very much especially in school becoz i forced to change my seat. the stupid seat is so hot. i will sweat although i sit there silently to write essay. it makes me very uncomfortable. well, add maths paper was quite easy. easy for paper 2. i need not to worry. *i hope so* then, tomorrow is moral... now only i know it takes two and a half hour. i can guaranty i can finish it within one to one and a half hour, plus checking. si, what i gonna do during the free time?

before school dismiss, may teng said i will online later. ya, she is right. but then something happen and it mess up my plan. i plan to online until 3pm then start to memorise the definisi and do some exercise. one hour later, i will do revision on sejarah. unfortunately, TNB was upgrading just now. they cut off the electricity supply. i cant online plus too hot. i waited and waited... around 6pm, everything back to normal. i really cant concentrate in hot condition, without table and lamp.

suddenly i found that, this diagnostic is not everything. for intervention, my school arrange the timetable and make it like two or more subjects in one day. i have no chance to give uop on certain subject.well now is totally different, only one subject in one day. i can concentrate fully for all of them. just that depends on me whether want to study or not. *keke* juast like now, i plan to revise sejarah and blame TNB coz mess up my plan. actually i very lazy to read. i repeated many times and feel bored. however i cant remember all those facts. i only do some exercise to strengthen my memory.

going to really study bye~

...

2009-05-12T15:50:00.004+08:00

quite a long time didnt update my blog.. cant online anyway~ finally dignostic starts... today sit for english paper. this subject can consider as my weakest subject. everytime, english, physics and add maths are the subjects i worry the most.... feel disapoint... *haizz*

back to last week, i sick for a week. fever+cough+flu+pain all over the body... really suffer me. now i recover but then because of all the medicine, i feel tired. i am not sure about this, but i heard this from the doctor. everyday, dunno my mum give me drink what... but it seem help me a bit. hopefully i can become better.

i will have maths paper tomorrow... i believe it wont make me die but i still need to study... just now i revised on matrix.. OMG.. damn confusing and i hate it. also, i fleet back my second intervention test paper and saw my marks. BM: 77, BC: 72, BI: 24/35, Maths: 80, Add Maths: 56, Chemistry: 56, Physics: 42, Biology: 62, Moral: 75 and SJ: 82 for the first time. i was scolded by my dad because of this lousy result. so i promised my dad i will study harder. VERY STRESS!!!

next, today is 512, may teng's birthday. happy birthday la teng jie... since ur birthday falls on exam week, for sure we are not going to celebrate. hope you like the present.

may teng is behind me~

then, my friend in kuantan asked me whether want to join miracle youth conference in UPM or not... they joined last year and they told me it was very fun. but i cant give them an exact answer. im not sure with my time + tuition.... so hold it first~ *hehe*

holiday in smktc

2009-04-27T10:20:00.004+08:00

accidentally found in file... they visited my school at the beginning of the year

well, today is holiday... only for my school~ early in the morning, i wake up and went down stairs. my elder sister went to college and so with my younger sister, study in tsun jin high school. my dad and mum went out for business.... and haha me alone in house. i enjoy this! normally, if im only one in house, i will on line, listen to my favorite song... last time, i will eat... but now i dont want to do so coz i on diet. long time i didnt touch snacks.

received my friend's letter yesterday... unbelievable that she will sent me a letter. sure, im not going to write out what she wrote to me. my privacy~

the saturday

2009-04-25T16:26:00.002+08:00

again, my english class... mr alex is so concern with our grammar. so today's class was just a refreshment on our grammar.... now i realised, how weak am i in english. my english standard is so low until cannot considerd as form5 student! it is a matter of fact that english is getting more and more important. i try my best to improve it. may be the time i spent is not that much. i havent seen the result. i want to master english and so with other subjects. hopefully by the end of october, i can do it. forget about my mission, lets concentrate on my lesson.

a simple sentence, " Ali goes to school. " after all the mixing process, i getting blur. i found that i cannot differentiate them. it can be Ali went, is going, has gone, could go and so on.... these is the common mistake we did. all of us in the class.... for the two hour, he helped us to refresh and re-emphasis the usage of "be" ,"been" . it is worth to spend that hours of time on correcting our mistakes. i learnt a lot and i will always bear them in mind. for sure, homework again. this time is a continuous writing. he warned us not to do grammar mistakes again. if not, he will capture our photo and paste in tuition centre, written there mistake did by ***.

everything

2009-04-24T18:06:00.006+08:00

finally i get enough break after the short test... i need to wake up and study seriously for chemistry and biology. back to monday, i seat for sejarah, moral and chinese... im so so worry coz i not ready yet... all becoz of my laziness.. i let time passes easily and at the end, i gotto suffer. when chinese paper, i dont have enough time to check. only 1 hour and many questions are very tough. next day, bm and physics paper. again, im not confident with physics. my physics is darn weak until i wanna drop it in SPM. no matter how hardworking i study, the result is still the same. sometimes, i really want to give up. so i told my dad my condition. he plan to hire a home tutor to teach me physics if i cant score in the exam. thanks my dear daddy. he is willing to spend many many money on me, as long as i need it, never bother what is it. on wednesday, add maths, bi and maths paper. for add maths, normally i got confidence more than physics. this time too~ would get higher marks if compared with physics. bi paper is about a directed writing. 45 minutes to write an essay is actually more than enough. but then, when continuous writing is not tested, time is not enough. i have a lot to write, but time is limited. maths paper was quite easy. however, careless mistake again... this time i press calculator wrongly. *haizz* i was very happy after the exam. next day, my friend pass me a copy of tips about biology. when i took a look, i dont know how to do it. im not listening to my teacher when she is teaching. normally, i study for biology before the test and luckily, i still can score. i will start to revise tomorrow. saturday for biology, sunday and monday for chemistry. monday will be holiday for SMKTC becoz we are having majlis anugerah cemerlang on tomorrow. so monday is cuti peristiwa.

i went back to home around 3pm today... attend aktiviti koko and stay in bilik rawatan to kepoh. *hehe* state comp team will going for competition tomorrow and the day after it. good luck to all of them, sim wey, sharon, shin yin, cu san and lei ting.... many friends absent today but it is okay becoz i only enter class in last two period. i went for raptai perbarisan. only two simple things, need us to practise so many times... when i chat with chun keat, he said me look like form2 student. today he got some problem, keep on cubit my face.. i look like form2 meh? i dont think so... im so old... just now my friend, kar jun said not form2, but is form3...why? why? why?

in class, thought that pn lee will give back add maths paper coz she promise us. but she said she hasn't finish marking regarding some answer scheme problem. if im not mistaken, one of the question is bonus... she gave us a project to do... add maths also got folio... some more need to hand in before holiday.. diagnostic test la~ where got time to do? she gave us an alternative way, 8 people in one group and 8 of us only have to produce 1 folio and the rest photostat the original copy. this make us easier... individual work is always troublesome. i learnt sin graph today... very interesting and i like it...

my class t-shirt is on its way... we finalise the design today and so with my class board design. AJK of class is doing nothing on it except for soon yin. group of us decide to decorate ourselves and dont want to wait for them. pn lim might fed up with our attitude coz from the beginning of the year, she want us to decorate our class. but AJK is doing nothing unless teacher force them.. however, little things can be seen. even when she dont let boys to go PJ, still, no one started. now, when she enter our class, she just teach and doesnt comment... we plan to use the theme "cafe" to decorate our class.... we will do it on next wednesday during PE lesson. my friend only expect girls to help.... she told me that last time, what make her proud is being one of them... becoz the class is so ceria and clean. no teacher complaint them. but now is totally different... maybe we really need to change! in school, even 5P4 is doing something with their class. how ashamed us as 5S1 student.....

only this in my class!!

天蝎座

在你眼中，別人都是低等動物，但你可能不知，在別人眼中，你連動物都不如！一天到晚懷疑別人，這樣很過癮嗎？告訴你，你沒那麼偉大，沒人有空一天到晚編故事，只是為了欺騙你！所以，拜託你收起你的自動掃毒系統，因為你才是那個最毒且最該被懷疑的人！計較是你的優點，自私是你的終身職，小氣更是你的特色，像你這種沒血沒眼泪的渾蛋，真的應該被發配邊疆，等到哪天連水都沒得喝的時候，你可能才會知道惜緣惜福，而不是一再的批評、批評再批評！有人說你很有大將之風是吧！是啊！是啊！但是你身邊也只是一堆狗奴才，因為除了唯唯諾諾能保住一條小命之外，根本就不可能有任何一個將才受得了你的死脾氣，而會繼續待在你這個不知尊重別人的渾球身邊！利用別人也是你的才華，凡是在你身邊的每個人，一定皆有其利用價值，不管是買便當的、當司機的、掃地的，還是當幕僚的、幫你出餿主意的、幫你付錢或賺錢的，甚至是無怨無悔被你罵的，每一個人都一定有個什麼作用，但可悲的是，當這些人的利用價值不見的時候，也就是他們被你一腳踢開的時候！世上有你這種死沒天良的惡毒份子還真不多見，但是，不能再說你惡毒了，因為你甚至會覺得這是一種讚美，可能還會狂笑三聲，真是個沒心沒肝的死變態！你的愛情觀很低級，沒事就會找一個對眼的目標，問他要不要跟你上？如果人家不答應，你就頭也不回的走人，好像人與人之間只有性，別無其他！像這種只有低等動物才幹得出來的事你也做，真是丟死全人類的臉！

看到这个东西，有些伤心。我虽然是天蝎，但是我可不觉得我是这样的人。我的确很小器。但是我会这样也是因为某个人，一个对我很重要的人。所以为了他，应该还没什么关系吧！认识我的人，你们会觉得我像上面所写的吗？

boring school day

2009-04-23T14:10:00.004+08:00

li yen and amanda

li yen~ happy birthday yea...

be happy with your boy friend and friendship forever... *haha*

st john

gonna practice for kawat tomorrow... for perbarisan majlis anugerah cemerlang. first time and last time for me. after intervention test, i will take leave and only appear in meeting when i got the mood. sometimes feel very sien in st john because they berat sebelah one... haizz.... from the first day until now is the same... nothing change. thought before to become adult member. but when i need to face them again, i dont know what to do. feel a bit regret to join st john. maybe i should let it go.....

duty day

2009-04-22T19:12:00.003+08:00

finally, i can take a short break. intervention test is temporary end... will be continue next tuesday for chemistry and biology.. thanks for the majlis anugerah cemerlang this saturday. without the ceremony, i need to suffer for 1 more day.. i think i have enough time to prepare for both of the subjects. maybe i can score better for both of them *haha*

then, duty again for wednesday. no serious cases for the whole session and felt bored. around 5pm, we thought we can go home. but..... someone knock the door and told us that his friend's leg injured and cannot walk. me and lei ting rush to basketball court and found that his foot was seriously injured. he really cannot walk so we use stretcher to transport him to st john room. first time for me to use stretcher to transport casualty. it was not easy to use some more got people lying up there.

his foot was swelling... the injured part turn green.... we use ice and roller bandage to treat his foot. he was hurt because the goal post hit on his foot. if i were him, i will cry non-stop. we take turn to take care of him until his mum came. then, we thought we can go home but someone hurt his hand and his hand was bleeding. we clean his wound and treat his wound carefully.... that time, only me and amanda.... luckily we can do it...

i witness different cases and i think i can handle some cases on my own...

moral project hasn't done.... very lazy to do and wanna go pasar malam later~ maybe will hand in on next monday

omg

2009-04-21T16:50:00.002+08:00

the toughest subject gone again.... when i open the physics paper, i was shocked.... very tough and really tough. out of 6 questions, i dont have 1 question that i can cope with. after read for many times, i choose to do num1 ( electricity), 4 ( specific heat capacity ), 6 ( spring ). ahlala~ why my physics cannot be improved one? every exam, i need to worry about physics. worry that what if i failed the exam. who can teach me physics?? i am so stupid. i read my reference book for so many times until i know where to find for certain sub title. but when i need to get use of it, i fail to perform! very disappointing, depressed... want to cry...........

bm paper for today was so so easy... coz i almost got the full paper. but then i dont know my answer correct or not. thanks to every1 that sent me the tips.

on the way to grave

2009-04-19T14:54:00.003+08:00

second intervention starts tomorrow... sejarah, moral and chinese on first day~ im gonna die soon... second day is physics and malay.... omg... not even prepared yet. maybe i should give up for this stupid intervention and revise for coming diagnostic test....

2009-04-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

a new teacher in my class, miss tan... she is young, pretty, charming... she has big eyes, fair skin and skinny... currently she will be 5S1 form teacher and maths teacher... however, she told us that she studied biology in university and kinda long time didnt touch mathematics. but we still can ask her maths question. just that we need to give her time... what a straight forward teacher. *haha*

but then she is quite serious. she is not like other new teacher, being bullied by students. she has the ability to make people listen to her and she kinda has the power.

parents should be more responsible

2009-04-12T11:48:00.005+08:00

photo

my classmates in the stall~

soon yin

me and joshua

kim li and i

bad news

i were darn shocked when i heard this from my friend, " KF passed away. " i dont want to believe it because as i know, he was healthy. just that he started to smoke when he was form1. i try to call him afterwards, but my call was rejected. i really thought that he was passed away. KF was my sei lou and once when i was still in Kuantan, he said he like me. if he are really dead, how sad am i...

at night, i received a call from his number. since i thought he was dead, i hesitatingly answered his call. like usual, he said 'halo' loudly and expect me to act like him. but i dont... i asked him why he will call me. he said just now u called me and i saw your missed call. so i call u back lo. i told him everything... he told me that SH (my friend) was so suck. he cursed him because on some reason...

we had a long conversation and he told me many things. he told me he stayed in hospital for 1 week in last month because he fight with others until seriously injured, he was addicted to some kind of drugs so-called K zai, he never try to stop smoking, he likes to drink until he was drunk, he felt wanna die because he had nothing.

when i knew him in form2, i was informed by someone that his parents had divorced. he followed his father but his father was such a useless that seldom bother his own son. his mother went to KL and stay there. unfortunately, she was failed as a mother too. she just bank in rm1000 per month for her son and never take care him. KF wasted his mother money on something which is not good. he spent a lot on his gf, games, cigarettes..... i pity him so i never avoid him. he likes to call me and tell me his everything.

i advised him to stop his bad habits. but he told me, it was too late. he cant live without them. but he tried to decrease the amount of K zai from once a week to once a month. i asked him, " what can i do to let him quit? " he told me, " if u accompany me everyday by my side " it is impossible and i think he was joking... he said he likes listening to my voice because he will feel happy. that's why he always call me. KF is very cute. but all bad things came to him. he try to change his appearance to be a good boy. he coloured his hair back to black colour, try to cover his tattoos, cut his hair. people only laughed at him and asked him not to act as a good boy. he was so depressed because people dont want to accept him.

what can i do to change him? why his parents was so irresponsible? they should keep their eyes on him although they had divorced. i worry that if he continue his life like that way, he will really die in the 20's-30's.

Happy birthday chin eng

12 of april is chin eng's birthday. she is officially 17. she is my classmates and sitting right behind me in class. all the best to her and excellent result in SPM.

new experience for me...

2009-04-11T16:46:00.005+08:00

today is school carnival day~ my class, 5S1 sold sweet corn and organized a game ( gold fish rush) around 11am, all the corns were out of stock. me, kim, soon yin and peak hui rushed to giant to buy frozen corn.. something funny happened... peak hui went manna cafe to ask the driver to fetch us back to school and we promised to wait at pizza hut. but we waited there for a long time, peak hui still not yet appear. so kim ran to the cafe to find her. when she came back, she told us that the driver said peak hui never went there. we were so shocked that peak hui was disappear..... we thought she was snatched by others... then i received a call from unknown... so happy that peak hui was calling and she waited at the other side of pizza hut... her mother fetched us to school and around 12pm, all the corns were sold out. the game was finished earlier than us... free time came... we went to haunted house by scout... there were many people. luckily wai man they all keep a place for me. we wait for 1 hour and finally our turn reach. 12 of us enter the room together. we thought it will be very horrify... but it was nothing for us. joe hui's gf cried when she came out. he was busy comfort-ing her...

after the visit to haunted house, we went to field to see mr john played the dumping machine. he was so high until he kept on sit on the machine to wait for people to throw him. my school pricipal, pn radiah join the game too... but she just throw the ball so that mr john dropped into the dirty water. every time he dropped into water, he will hug the person.... suddenly raining heavily... that time was already 3pm... i went to my class to meet my friends... we have a photography session there with our ex-classmate, joshua. he changed to MBS when he was form 4. the rain was so heavy... when i went downstairs, the staircase was exactly like water fall... i saw amanda and peak hui at our stall.. they were wet because they were trapped in the car park and they ran under the rain. my camera was low battery when i want to take photo again. my lousy camera always low battery when i wanna use it...

i cant go home since it was still raining... me and peak hui sat down at tepi dewan to wait the rain to stop. we chat there... i never have a so long conversation with her.. *haha* mei yen was not with us today... she went to sunway to see her archuleta... she missed out a chance to crazy with us... photo can express everything.....

opps~someone drop into the water

my drinks

small gold fishes

mr john was wet~

sushi king in carnival

haunted house by scout

5S1 game

p/s: will upload later

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school life

2009-04-10T15:43:00.006+08:00

busy referring when teacher went out

the luckiest one~

they were choose to tell us the storyline of virus zel untuk abah...

birthday

long time didnt go out with mei kei, wai man, heaw eng, hui xian, poh li and yi li. today after school, i reject all the 'invitation' and go out with them. we celebrate yi li's birthday, which is one day earlier. tomorrow having carnival in school and we dont think that we have the time. we went to zhen wei vegetarian to eat. (somewhere near the school)

me, kei kei and poh poh went King's to buy a cake. only 7 of us is going to eat. so we bought a o.5kg fruit cake. after that, we meet them in the restaurant. we enjoyed our time we were very happy~ when we went back to school, i saw many friends still stayed i school... kar jun, khai shien, amanda, kim and many more. i saw jia hui many times until we said, ' why i keep on saw you ar? ' she can consider as my junior..

she was cutting the cake

happy seventeenth

fruit cake~

i enter a place that i never have the chance to go in. * hehe* guess what is the place (in PS)... my friends halau all the others in that room in order to let me to stay there.. how nice they are...

fun life make sense

2009-04-09T13:54:00.008+08:00

new couple in my class~

the leng zai i mentioned earlier

a hyper lousy teacher

what kind of teacher u are? keep complaint our class. if you really dont like us, just drop our class la. no one is welcome you. every time u come in, talk all silly nonsense things. wasting our time! you are failed as a teacher. u make us being scolded by other teacher. we cant keep our good image in their mind.

my dearest class~ will never destroyed by HER!!

huay yau drawn by chun yao

copy from my email

今天才知道晚安还有别的意思，一直觉得晚安给人的感觉是温暖的，两个字紧挨在一起，昭示着一种永恒，在夜晚看这个词，慢慢的就散发出光芒来。

4 S4 ^9 Z! y# @5 A/ f 6 r, h) ]) j$ R# W 原来跟不熟的男生说晚安很暧昧，当时还没觉得怎么样，今天看她告诉我的，就。。原来晚安还有这个意思啊~

4 B8 s4 K; B- t7 G C; ?& Z 2 Z5 e2 h4 ~# E 2 f0 R# l& q0 r; `* J' |7 a+ [ 你有和喜欢的人聊天聊到很晚的经历吗？

你有和他说过晚安才关机睡觉的习惯吗？

W- S' I 那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密……

晚安：w a n a n

a2 S 8 D/ L% a( c% T' A$ t/ {/ y 把这个词的中文拼音拆开，

) v2 k* y$ p) v 分别是“我爱你，爱你。”

7 {4 @) e8 F8 k) N" L, x- K0 R- x/ C$ t " z% w) w+ i, j" G, I6 U; { 如果你知道了这个秘密，

^" X5 x7 I. j 那么，请你，每次聊天之后，

, R2 O* T/ Y: O+ Z) ?8 W 1 ^* ?7 w R3 F1 v' b+ t" n 记得跟她说“晚安”…

1 m l8 u7 b! V/ E( ]- m8 Z* I " a3 D2 ?) R3 b! v6 M" h, e 晚安，我喜欢，现在还是会跟你说，说到什么时候呢。。我暂时不知道呢。。

@1 u' f# X# q1 H6 K5 B 你说，会不会有人在你说完晚安后，还一直陪着你呢~尽管你没睡却已道了晚安，会不会有那么一个人呢？一直。。一直。。陪你。。

post it on some reason

people who concerned will know~

my day

2009-04-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

st john duty

today stayed in school to duty.. thought it will be very bored but was totally opposite.. when i enter bilik rawatan, i sit on the sofa alone because amanda was going to attend the close up meeting for orientation party. sim wey, sharon, lei ting and cu san were practicing for the state competition. they did their very best.

suddenly, first casualty came in. he was an indian. he was not feeling well. there are only me that duty. so i handle the case alone. *nervous* after i checked his pulse and breathing, he laid down on the bed. he went back to hall after 20 minutes. then, turn for second casualty. he was a boy too.. his leg was injured. me and yee chin wrap his leg nicely... *haha* he was being papah to his class by chun keat and cu san.

after i took the casualty report to office with amanda, i saw many people stand in front of bilik rawatan. immediately, we rushed back there. a guy was fainted. first time i met such case. he was only half conscious. i checked his pulse and amanda checked his breathing. not going to write down his condition... people privacy~ around 4 pm, another guy came in. i not really sure why is he coming in because sharon and lei ting in-charge. after settled down all the cases, we sat down and chit-chatting. that time was form 2 recess time. our junior always come in to kepoh...

zer liang called me and told me that 2L got a guy gastric and cant walk down. again, me and amanda went up but we only saw a girl. she told us that the guy had went down. *sigh* when go to canteen, the girl shouted at the guy and asked him to rest in bilik rawatan. rupa-rupa hor, she is his gf. the guy was so stubborn and insist dont want to go bilik rawatan. he promised her gf to eat. no point for us to stay there so we pesan the girl to bring her bf to bilik rawatan if his condition worsened.

wow...5 casualty today. from the beginning of the year, we never met so many cases in one day... it was not a boring duty.

chemistry peka

done my peka today.. my partner is yan kuan. we did on the topic " the effect of concentration of sodium thiosulphate on the rate of reaction. our peka was quite success because pn chin praise us. *haha* finally i can 'put down the stone in my heart' . i was so glad that i didnt do mistake during the evaluation.

me and her

2009-04-07T18:01:00.005+08:00

dont know why so emo this morning.. but only for a while la. When soon yin asked me why i didnt tell her no need to do discussion for physics peka, straight away i said " why everything also got relationship with me? " then, immediately i realised my words were so ' heavy' . i should not said like that because she is not in class. she might not know if she doesnt ask kim. she was so blur until sometimes even teacher got say, she will forgot also. that is soon yin that i know. * her nature *

after that i didnt talk with her during physics period and so with the time we went back to class. when english period, i know that she will ask where is her english 2. i can guaranty kim dont know how to answer her because im the one who pass back her book to teacher. so i took the opportunity to talk with her. * haha* first time for today. when recess, i got heard that she asked people to wait for her because she wanna do her bm ( i think). May teng they all seemed cant hear her. they went down stairs straight away... actually i wanna wait for soon yin but i worried that she angry me and dont want bother me. so i went down with them.

after recess, i use the chance when group of them discuss about the carnival. when i asked her something, she replied me. my sixth sense tell me that there is nothing between us. so i talk back with her. i just wanna make sure that she is not angry so that i wont fish when i try to talk with her. may be i think too much and not confidence with her. so... i got such silly action today.

sorry la.. sometimes i cant control my emotion. im being controlled by it. i remembered that when we went to genting last time, i played a fool on her. i dont let her to enter the room and finally she angry at me. it was too funny because that time i just wanna play with her but she took it as serious... *ahlala* was over now and dont want to think it again.

form5 photography session

2009-04-06T15:10:00.009+08:00

today morning was so fish. on the way to school, i almost knock down by a motorcycle. a guy in my school pull me then only im safe. if not i may lie in hospital now. all form 5 students were taking group photo today.. im the 11th in science stream. * so proud * when i went back to class, zheng kween told me that, " your camera drop onto the floor and break into half. " i was shocked because his look was so serious. i went back to my place and open my camera case. i was so relief when i saw it. zheng kween was playing a fool on me. i almost get heart attack.

second intervensi

omg.. my exam suddenly change date and im not ready at all!! next week is the exam and i forgot everything. i will die soon~

david archuleta live in malaysia on 11 april 2009

david archuleta

i were so bored during biology~

school carnival on 11 of april~

NGO..

feel sick today~

2009-04-05T10:57:00.013+08:00

primary school gathering

i have been told by my friend that 18 of april will have a gathering for SJK(C) Chung Ching.. they ask me to go. the problem is im not staying in kuantan anymore. im now far away from them... haizz~ miss them very much. we seperated to different school after standard 6. some of us have the chance to study in same school. in form 2, i suddenly shift to KL. even farther away... then, gang of them in SMKTP divided into small group after PMR. even some of them quarel and not as friends anymore. what a pity...

now, each of us have our own world. izzit relationship between human is that weak until something small can break it? who can tell me? suppose we have to appreaciate our friendship. but as the time goes, everything change, completely change. may be one day, human being will realise and do something on it. but i think its too late. i appreaciate everyone in my life. the world is so big but we can still know each other. [ FRIENDS WE ARE FATED ]

photo~

my new wallet~ nice?

my new card reader

they are kissing

zheng kween and chun yao

jeremy and jun yi

ruth, yi en and chun yao

chun yao and mei yen

yong yi is not willing to take photo

me and ruth

i look so silly~

yi en

me, amanda and kim

peak hui, mei yen and kim

peak hui, mei yen and amanda

mei yen

peak hui,mei yen, amanda and jeremy

nice izzit?

i like the most!!

kim~

never think that this will happen to me

i was so innocent... yesterday before i went to bed, i received a call from 016941****. when i answered the call, she straight away asked me, " who are you? " its so weird that she call me but dont know who am i. so i asked her, " who are you and why should i tell you? " she answered me rudely that, " im *** gf. are you his new gf? he broke up with me because he like somebody else. where do you live? " i was so shock until i suddenly speechless. then, i told her that i'm not a prisoner. no use for her to ask me using that way. she talked louder and asked me not to act so LC. im annoyed with her words... i told her, " what is the problem if i were *** gf? i can become a better gf than you. if he really dump you because of me, please stay in your room and think carefully why *** broke up with you. it was because your kind of attitude! " she didnt answer me and continue her bloody words... she wants me to stay away from ***. she really make me angry and i scold her with some ####.... after ask me to watch out, she put down the call.

after 15 minutes, i received *** call and he apologized to me. he was very sorry with her ex-gf action and hope that i wont angry him and her. for 10 minutes, he keep on said sorry... i just told him its okay because that is not his fault. he said he need to be responsible because she is his ex. you see, what a good bf he was. but his gf was like mad. *sigh*

actually, *** is my aiya brother. he is 19 years old and currently study in form 6. dont know why these few days he always sms me. i seems to be so free and reply him. i think that was the reason why his gf thought i am his new one. no guys in this world can stand if their gf is like that. if you want to keep your bf, just let them free... they will not do something betray you if you treat them nicely. for me, i will never ask mine many questions about his daily activity. he will tell me if he wants to let me know. there are some reasons why they keep things as secret.

everything happen as usual

2009-04-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

i absent for st john activity today and sleep until 10am. for a long time, i didnt sleep until so late even for sunday. i skip breakfast and eat an green apple+hibiscus tea before went to bi tuition. when i reach the centre, i saw mei yen and kim's shoe. after i put my bag, i went physics class to find them. rupa-rupa hor mei yen went there because the air-cond spoilt. we study in different class because the lousy air-cond is not working. but the room are very warm. teacher sweating while he was teaching.

we had a special activity during the class. he split us into 2 groups and want us to discuss on the topic, ' it's a wise decision to ban handphones in schools '. mei yen and yi li are in my group whereas ke xin, jessy and serenna in another group. we used a funny way to determine which group is proposer and opposer. finally, my group is proposer bacause long hand of teacher's watch is pointing in between 6-12.

after 15 minutes short discussion, we start the forum. mei yen was the first person to speak, followed by yi li and i'm the one doing the summary for what they had said. i'm too nervous until i forgot what i said to rebutt jessy.

then, teacher comment on our perfomance. he said there are no team that win nor lose. this is just a simple discussion for us to speak. he said we can read, write and listen. but the problem is we cannot speak well. i admit that if someone want me to communicate using english, i will find many excuses to avoid it. he also said that he strongly disagree students to bring hp to school. actually im sitting on the fence. i do not have an actual pendirian. if students are to show off with their hp, i dont like it.

3.30pm reaches within a short period. there will be no class on next saturday because we request it. my school will be having a carnival and SAB will having their sports day. consequently, we have extra homework but teacher ia good. he said at least we needa complete the essay. the summary and comprehension can hold it...

a day without soon yin

2009-04-03T15:56:00.003+08:00

another day for us to take photo.. me and Zhen Ying brought camera to school.. but half way, my camera no battery. i can only use zy's camera to capture some shot.. may teng, zhen ying and i took photo with pn noorhayati. she hugs me because i squad down beside her. beside have fun in class, i went to the hall to take the society photo.

firstly, chess club. then st john ambulance and PRS/UBK. for every session, i stand almost at the middle coz of my height. around 1210pm, i went back to class. i thought pn lee will continue add maths lesson. but when i went back, she is not in the class. kim told me that just now something excited happened. she decorate the class and almost fall down from the table.. wow... so dangerous. i borrow may teng's t-shirt because st john full-u was very hot. someone said i become taller when i wore black. izzit true? who can comment?

before school dismiss, one of the words drop down from the wall. so, i climb up to the table and try to fix it. unfortunately, i am to short to take over the job. somemore my hand was so short. zhen ying record my funny action and show it to me.. when i saw it, i laughed non-stop. maybe i will post it when she give me the video. after school, we attend society meeting.

suddenly, we noticed group of guys wearing black coming from the opposite. one of them is very handsome. they enter our class and promote something. they introduce themself and we knew that they are from han xing college. there will be a graduation movie fair at Wisma MCA on 5.4.2009. they are here to invite us to go to the fair and the entrance are free. after that, one of the colleague said that the handsome guy was ex-connaughtian. since we have camera, soon yin secretly took the guy's photo. we plan to take the ticket but for sure, we will not going. but in order to get the ticket, we need to write down our name. we purposely want the ticket only~

p/s: i will upload the photo soon if i buy a new card reader....

2nd of april

2009-04-02T18:00:00.003+08:00

today is our photo day... all the students take their own class photo.. of course my class too. we waited patiently in class plus chit-chatting.. finally we heard the announcement that "semua pelajar 4P3, 5S1, 5S2 sila beratur di tepi dewan untuk mengambil gambar". me, MY, kim and ZY went toilet to comb our hair *hehe*. then, we went down together. JJ, AY and KS were so excited until they shout 5S1 when they saw us. immediately, we queue up from tallest to shortest. i can consider as tall among the others. im the forth one.. ^^

this year, we did something special. we made some wordings to be used when free style. we finished the words (5S1 memory lane) before the photograph session. some of the centre classmates hold the wordings. unfortunately, i do not have the chance. we did it because this is the last year for us and we only have it for once in a life time. after graduate, all those things can only be part of our memories.

after recess, was BM period. we thought teacher wont teach because some of them involve in ed-board and teacher is the guru penasihat. but we predict it wrongly. she taught tatabahasa today. we were seperated into 4 groups and given different jobs. im in group2, which have nabila, Yi En, Han Huey, Mei Yen, Yan Kuan, Chin Eng and me!! my group get 4 marks out of 6 marks for kesalahan istilah dan tatabahasa. another success was, we get full marks for kesalahan ejaan dan imbuhan. *applause* boys were being punished to sing 'Negaraku' because they lose. for the first time i heard them sing national song.

we continue gossiping after BM period. i didnt mix with MY, amanda and Peak Hui because i think sometimes, i need to spend my time with other classmates. during classes, MY seated beside me. i will turn to her for any problem. amanda is st john too... so i got the time to be with her. peak hui leh~ sometimes i will walk with her during recess. i divide my time equally with all the classmates...

p/s: am i fair enough?

The hottest love has the coldest end

2009-04-01T17:32:00.007+08:00

exam is coming.. i need time to study. can u give me the time? i dont understand why u so selfish. i use my time to study, not fooling around with my friends. just leave me alone la. you are not a child. you no need people to stay beside you for a whole day. you should understand me but u seems not to be? how come u change become like this? understanding come from the bottom of the heart.

everyday i came back from school, i will see your message... asking me, "when u come back? where are you?" sometimes when i not free to reply you, you spam my inbox. i really feel boring with your attitude. i told you i will do something you dont like if you over force. now, you need to be responsible of your action. you force me to do like that.

i dont want you to waste time on me. maybe we are from two different world. the longer we stay together, the more conflict we have. you seems to be ignoring all the unhappy things but i couldnt. we have different life now. before u leaving secondary school, our thinking might be almost the same because what we experienced and what we saw are the same. but you are entering another world. i cannot consider as childish and you are not mature too... the problem is our understanding gone... disappear long time ago...

I don't really want to say goodbye

I don't really want to leave you

But now I have to go away

Stay away from you

What we had was something special

Deep down from our hearts

But now I have to go away

And leave you from my heart

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop

finally we...

2009-03-31T15:52:00.006+08:00

today is NGO copetition. we went PULA POT ( in front of UTAR) in Setapak... when we reached there, there were many other badan beruniform. we are the fifth team. i felt very nervous... i saw SAB renjer puteri becoz i can recognise some of my tuition friends.. there are 3 St John teams.. 2 from SMK Cochrane and 1 from SMK Taman Connaught. when reach our turn, the judder check our uniform.. after that we start marching.... i got a bit kelam kabut at first.. then slowly, i follow the sequence. since we are the fifth team, we finished early and we got the chance to see others' marching. soon, turn for cochrane St john. they were very strong. although got a bit wrong in the middle, it did not affect their perfomance.

around 12.30pm, all the teams finish competing. we masuk baris again and stand under the hot sun. thare were ucapan from the VIP, bacaan doa for Muslim and two performances( silat and taekwondo). finally, time to announce the results. todays' competition got three categories which is kadet remaja sekolah(KRS), agensi kerajaan(GO) and agensi bukan kerajaan(NGO). they announced the results follow the sequence start from KRS. when the time for NGO, all of us felt nervous. SW asked, what if we lose again? ketua platun terbaik is the commander from smk cochrane. number 3 is renjer puteri from SAB. we felt down when the result came out. we agreed that SAB can march better then us. we thought we lose again. but then suddenly the MC announced that St John Ambulance from SMK Taman Connaught get number2. we all stunned there for a while then only we cheered. for sure, number 1 is St John from cochrane.

really unbelievable that we can win the competition. i cried on the spot coz cant control myself. im not the best in the team but this is worth becoz i spent time to practice. many of us cry becoz of too happy.. including cecilia and adult members. i heard they said for 7 years, St John didnt get the chance to win. now, finally...

Who is the best? We are the best! Who is the best? We are the best! Who is the best? KLCCD is the best!!!

KLCCD

2009-03-30T14:50:00.005+08:00

tomorrow is NGO competition... the competition at somewhere in setapak. early in the morning, whole team went for practice in basketball court. soon, we change full uniform with headgear to march. it was very hot especially after we finished 1 round. no one complaint becoz everyone also wear like that including our commander, shue wen.

i went home earlier becoz i need to go for tuition later. cecilia told me that tomorrow we need to reach school by 6.30pm. wah.. so early... i gotto wake up 4.30pm.... when school dismiss, MT n ZY saw me and they said long time didnt see me.. dont worry la, i will be back from wednesday onwards.... miss all my classmates especially MY... i leave her alone for over 1 week... really sorry... i will not absent for the rest of the day unless i really sick...

i dunno what will be the result tomorrow... i really hope that we can have what we suppose to get at the end. we practice very hard....

i am who i am

2009-03-29T11:46:00.008+08:00

i get addicted with these songs

坏人-方炯镔

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

心跳-王力宏

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰

我又在摇头有那么点后悔

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起那悬在记忆中的美好

examination

just now my dad got a small meeting with 3 of us. my younger sister in tsun jin high school get num1 in her class and num10 in whole form. although she study in first class, but she cant get num1 in whole form. she felt depressed. anyway, their result only have a difference of 20 marks.
my dad challenge my sister to get num5 or above for the coming exam. she accept and promise will do better. as a result, my dad said he will reward her with cash. RM500 for num1, RM400 for num2, RM300 for num3, RM200 for num2 and RM150 for num5.
my turn now... my dad said if i can get straight A's for my SPM, he will give RM1000 cash as a reward. he said i still have 7 months left. enough for me to prepare myself. he also said that i can go to buy whatever as long as i think that those things can improve myself. i really study very hard for the exam. i will also try my very best if he didnt reward me.
finally, my elder sister. same case, if she can get 4A for her A-level examination, RM2000 will be rewarded. oh man~ RM2000 leh.. what a big amount.. but my mum was not very agree with my dad's action. she said if we study for the money, better dont study. my dad think that the money is a reward, something for us to aim of.. so what i need to do now is study hardly. i dont care about the money... i want my excellent results!!

a simple yet happy day

2009-03-28T16:09:00.011+08:00

english class

my english class was interesting. my teacher, alex is funny. he know the way to conduct the lesson and the amount of students is less. there is only 7 of us (5 from smktc, 1 from sab, 1 from pess). alright, today we discuss the golden phrases created by us. i had create a super, hyper silly, funny phrase, but im not going to write out. the discussion took almost one and a half hour. we keep on laughing becoz the class is really funny. after one week break, we need to write a long essay which is known as continuous writing. most probably, i will write the essay on the topic, 'open the opportunity for foreigner to take over the jobs that the locals are not willing to do'. it is a hard title, but i think it's the easiest among the others. im not good in description and writing story. i never do that kind of question although alex advice us to try all types of question. finally, i get back 2 of my essay. one of them i only get 25 marks becoz it is out of scope. not really sad but a bit disappointing. i study for short story too ( the drover's wife ). i forgot the story outline. so i cant answer alex's question. after explaining the story, i got better idea on it. he asked every single of us the same question. "do we cry like the drover's wife at the end?" i answered him "YES, becoz my husband is not around when there is a problem". definitely i feel helpless. how come a husband can dissapear when his wife need helps? he cannot be consider as a good husband. no point for a girl to marry with someone like that.

Earth Hour

once again, today is a big day. participate the Earth Hour by switch off the light for an hour. it is an easy thing and everyone can do it. at 8.30-9.30pm, do something for the Earth. we are the 1 live on this planet and we are also the 1 destroy the planet. no one can predict the future but [we can change it].

p/s: u can do something else that u think is romantic.

Your colour?

2009-03-27T16:34:00.012+08:00

找出你生日日期,便可以看到你的所屬顏色和運程了!

December 23rd - January 1st 紅色 Red

January 2nd - January 11th 橙色 Orange

January 12th - January 24th 黃色 Yellow

January 25th - February 3 粉紅色 Pink

February 4th - February 8th 藍色 blue

February 9th - February 18th 綠色 Green

February 19th - February 28th 啡色 Brown

March1st - Match 10th 水藍色 Teal

March 11 - March 20th 石灰色 Lime

March 21 st 黑色 Black

March 22 nd - March 31st 紫色 Purple

April 1st - April 10th 深藍色 Navy

April 11th - April 20th 銀色 Silver

April 21st - April 30th 白色 White

May 2nd - May 14th 藍色 Blue

May 15th - May 24th 金色 Gold

May 25th - June 3rd 奶油色 Cream

June 4th - June13th 灰色 Grey

June 14 - June 23rd 粟色 Maroon

June 24th 灰色 Grey

June 25 - July 4th 紅色 Red

July 5th - July 14th 橙色 Orange

July 15th - July 25 th 黃色 Yellow

July 26th - August 4 th 粉紅色 Pink

August 5th - August 13th 藍色 Blue

August 14th - August 23rd 綠色 Green

August 24 - September 2nd 啡色 Brown

September 3rd - September12th 水藍色 Aqua

September 13th - September 22nd 石灰色 Lime

September 23rd 黃褐色 Olive

September 24th - October 3rd 紫色 Purple

October 4th - October 13th 深藍色 Navy

October 14th - October 23rd 銀色 Silver

October 24 - November 11th 白色 White

November 12th - November 21st 金色 Gold

November 22nd - December1st 奶油色 Cream

December 2nd - December11th 灰色 Gray

December 12th - December 21st 粟色 Maroon

December 22nd 藍綠色 Teal

紅色你的可愛十分惹人喜愛！對愛情你很揀擇但又常常在戀愛，也喜歡被愛的感覺。你有著清新的氣質和開朗的個性，但有些時侯也會變得〝多愁善感〞。和別人相處的時侯你表現得很友善和溫柔，所以很多人願意和你親近。你喜歡跟友善和隨和的人做朋友。

RED Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be 'moody' at times. Capable with people, nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.

奶油色你愛和別人競爭，失敗的感覺你最受不了。極愛運動和戶外活動，你的性格開朗也值得別人信賴。對愛情你會表現得很小心，不會輕易愛上一個人。但一旦找到你生命中的伴侶時，你絕不會讓他跑掉。 CREAM Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out-going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long long time.

藍綠色你最注重自己的外表。對選擇愛侶的要求甚高。你每每擁有清晰的頭腦去思考和解決難題，又不易犯錯。你喜歡在人群中被重視，也因此令你容易認識到新朋友。 TEAL You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high standards in picking love. You think and make a solution precisely, and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead, and is easy for you to make new friends.

灰色你很好動，也很有吸引力。你永不會把想說的話藏在心，總會抒發自己的感情。但有時會變得較自私。你渴望得到別人的注意，討厭不公平的對待。你很風趣，也懂得在適當時侯說適當的話，常常也令到身邊的人快樂。 GREY You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up people's day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good sense of humor.

綠色你總能和新相識的朋友相處得很好。你不算是一個害羞的人，但有時侯你的說話每每傷害了別人。你渴望得到愛侶的注意，也較喜歡〝被愛〞的感覺，大多數的時間你總是在等待你生命中的另一半出現。 GREEN You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for the right person.

金色你很清楚什麼應該做、什麼不應該做。性格開朗又好交際。對於你，尋找一個你愛的人不是一件容易的事，但當你找到你愛的人以後，你絕不輕易變心。 GOLD You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

粉紅色對任何事你總是全力己赴的，還有你很愛照顧其他人。但你不是一個容易滿足的人，常有消極的想法。你常祈望你的愛情像童話故事一樣美麗和完美。 PINK You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.

黃色你是一個又天真又〝甜〞的人。常獲得別人的信任，亦有很強的領導能力。當要做決定或選擇的時侯，你總是做對了決定。還有，你常常朣憬著一段浪漫的戀情。 YELLOW You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of romantic relationship.

栗色你有一個聰明的腦袋。也是一個自我的人，常依自己的喜好來做事，有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。對於愛情你很有耐性，當你找到你要找的那一位後，你不會再愛上別人。 MAROON You are intelligent, and know what's right. You like to take things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble or not thinking about other people's feelings. But you are patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

紫色你是一個神祕的人，從不自私，也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。你的狀態永遠是說不定的，是一個情緒化的人。很受周遭的人歡迎，但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動，記性也不太好。你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。 PURPLE You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for person that's trustworthy.

石灰色你是一個冷靜的人，但常給自己壓力。你常常在小事上挑剔，又容易妒忌。你不大會定下來，但你可愛的性格能獲得朋友的信任也樂於跟你接近。 LIME You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and complain over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

銀色你是一個有豐富想像力和害羞的人，但你樂於接受新事物和新嘗試。你喜歡挑戰自己。學習新的事物時很快會上手，遇強越強。但你的愛情生活通常也比較多挫折和困惑。 SILVER You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like 'Hard to get'. Your love life is normally hard and confusing.

白色你的人生充滿著夢和理想。你對周遭的事有點漠不關心，容易妒忌。你是較為獨特的一群，有時侯，你心中想法總會比別人高深一點。 WHITE You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought highly by others.

黃綠色你是一個心腸軟和帶給別人溫暖的人。你與家人和朋友的關係良好。十分討厭暴力，清楚什麼應該做什麼不應該做。你也十分善良和樂觀，又很知足，並不會輕易妒忌別人擁有什麼。 OLIVE You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and cheerful, but don't envy other people easily.

啡色你很愛運動，整個人都充滿活力。但別人很難去接近你，話雖如此，你很容易投入一段感情。但當你發現你在那段感情中得不到你想要的東西時，你會立即放棄，也會復完得很快。 BROWN You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well.

藍色你對自己沒有信心，也很挑剔。你很有藝術天分，也很容易去愛上一個人，但當愛情來的時侯，你只是用你的〝感覺〞去愛，而並非用你的心去愛。 BLUE You have low self-esteem, and very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart.

深藍色你是一個很吸引人的發光體，也很愛惜自己的生命。你對身邊所有事物都帶著強烈的感覺。你是一個容易'意亂情迷'的人。如果有人把你激怒了，你很難會原諒他。 NAVY You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, it's hard for you to forgive them.

水藍色你的感覺來去如風。你的生活也帶點孤單，很愛旅遊。你對待別人很真誠，但太容易受別人的影響。對你來說，尋找愛情是一件很難的事，也容易在愛中迷失，令你很容易便被愛情所傷。 AQUA Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too easily. It's hard to find love for you, and you get lost in love easily. Sometimes you get hurt by love.

黑色你樂於接受挑戰，因為你擁有接受挑戰的勇氣。但你並不喜歡改變你自己的生活方式。一旦你落實了一個決定，你會長久地朝著這個方向走。你的愛情也是充滿挑戰和有點與別不同。 BLACK You are challenging, and have the 'guts'. But you don't like changes in your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

橙色你總會對自己做過的事付責任，亦很懂得怎樣待人接物。你常常給自己定下很多目標和競爭對象。你很難去相信別人，包括你的朋友，但當你認為他是可信的話，你將會把他當成永遠的知己。 ORANGE You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals to reach, and are competitive. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them for ever.

I'm white... how about u?

Earth Hour

2009-03-26T18:15:00.015+08:00

YOUR LIGHT SWITCH IS YOUR VOTE

Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

i just do what i think is right....

2009-03-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

Melvin asked why i disappear everyday after recess? some asked me why i went for kawat everyday? some asked why i went for kawat n make myself become so dark? chien hoong saw me when school dismiss. he also said im darker now. do u all think i really want to become like this? i can have a fake excuse n finally i can stop marching for NGO. but i didnt choose that way. i know St John dont have enough people to participate. many of us feel curious becoz they insist to participate since we really lack of old members. i dont know whether am i qualify to join the competiton. but they do not said anything regarding my perfomance or ask me to stop from joining. so i choose to do something for St John becoz im the one who want to join, nobody force me. although i really hate to march, i still can act like nothing happen. not more time left n the remaining time will pass quickly. why not i really make myself suit the condition?

change...change...change

2009-03-24T16:14:00.003+08:00

all of us been told to walk 128-136 times in 1 minute. damn fast~ after berhenti, most of us feel tired. they want us to keep our speed. really too rush la. some more belakang pusing change already. everytime after belakang pusing, cant walk in correct way. they also said tomorrow need to change formation coz 1 of them is too easy. got enough time to practice meh? i cant march perlahan jalan nicely n correctly! i HATE parlahan jalan. all need slow motion. buka barisan is the worst. i cant remember when to step 4 times n when to continue jalan. i dont want be the one who disturb the whole barisan. i try my best to march but the result is still like that. why? time pass faster so that after NGO, i need not to do someting that i hate so much.

NGO

2009-03-22T13:52:00.005+08:00

opps~ my face is getting terrible. i nid to practice 1 more week... under the hot n bright sun. we practice for two of the formation. there are two more to go + marching. 30 0f us will become BBQ at the end. hope that 31 of march reach soon so that we no need to stand under the SUN.

experience~

2009-03-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

end of NGO camp... 3 days fly so 'fast'... my face (sun burn) n my legs (muscle) were so pain~ if i were given the choice, i will lye down on my bed n not to wake up for 1 day. but through this camp, i knew more friends... we are not close b4... now, although amanda n kim not going, i will not feel lonely.... i realised that there are many things waiting for me outside. we need to explore then only we can experience it. people are not born to stay in a small circle. we need to walk out from our world n feel something different. we will regret at the end if we never try it. sometimes, we will failed becoz not every1 is fated. we must really appreaciate our relationship with every1. remember to say thank you to them which ever enter your life no matter for a short or long period.

my heart

2009-03-18T20:49:00.009+08:00

my heart cannot afford to let u hurt again.

do u know that u hurt me a lot? from the day we knew each other until now, i think that was few years back. if i didnt shift to KL, i will never know u. u will never exist in my life. u colour up my life but u decolourised it. done it by your own. once, i had forgot u. but u reappear. u try to enter my world again. your action touched me. should i really take the risk n open the door for u? i have been asking this question for a long time. no one can give me the answer. i dont want to. but i cannot control myself. i dont want to let u hurt me again. but im not the one who make the decision. u cant give me the confidence to trust u. but y i insist to trust u? i dont mind you bully me coz that is the way we communicate. if u really love me, i can open the door for u again. but can u pass me your heart fully?

爱

2009-03-16T10:16:00.002+08:00

不要十分爱一个人，要保留一分给自己。爱一个人不是应该全情投入吗？为何要保留一分给自己？如果我们把所有爱给予对方，很容易会失去理性。如果有一天你看到一个人，因为喜欢的人而变到情绪化，是非对错也不懂分辨的时候，便会明白当一个人十分爱一个人时，其实是很可怕的。当我们很爱很爱一个人时，感情就会完全倾向对方，往往很容易做出非理性的行为。当然这一切对当事人来说并没什么大不了，但对身边的人却有着影响。原来当一个人为喜欢的人完全沉溺，那种可怕的程度的确远超想象。要是我们保留一份情感给自己，至少会理性一点。不会因感情作出一些使人担心的事。何况连自己都不爱自己的话，又怎能被爱呢？留一分爱给自己，珍惜自己，才会使自己更值得被爱。九分的爱，仍可以是真心真意，因为爱对方，所以才更加要爱自己。只有那样，我们才有能力去爱别人。十分的爱情，不代表是最好，刚好才是最重要。留一份情感给自己，也不容易被对方的情绪牵动。要是对方不快乐，你也不快乐，那么如何令对方恢复快乐呢？十分爱如果太多，那么九分爱应该是刚好。留些空间给自己，就不会失去自我。要是失去自我，对方爱的到底是不是你？

electricity bill

2009-03-15T19:43:00.005+08:00

went for physics tuition just now.

i forgot to bring electricity bill n i was charged rm5 by the teacher for 1 photostat copy... i thought my 5 dolar gone like that... but when i was sitting for the calculation test, he gave back to me. i got set reminder in my hp so that i wont forget... but it does not work. i dun even realise until i saw kim's bill.. she ask me quickly run back to house to take~ MY too...

aun yee

2009-03-14T13:36:00.005+08:00

happy birthday, aun yee.

i know u since i shifted to smktc in form2... we sit together during KH lesson... although we are not close enough, but u give me a good impression. you are very nice, friendly~ i'm happy to have a friend like u.. hope that u score excellent in SPM, always happy n healthy, lastly, friendship forever.... ^^

Happy Birthday

2009-03-13T16:44:00.006+08:00

happy birthday my dearest sister, Mae Hwa~ hope u: score well in examination, stay healthy, dont be too tb, change a bit on ur attitude to us..... [u will success if u have the desire.] [u can change everything if u have the power.] [u will be the BEST if u think u are the one!!!]

alone but fun

2009-03-13T14:55:00.009+08:00

mei yen absent today~

but she didnt tell me. i sit alone in school. luckily pn lim didnt enter class for 1st n 2nd period. n kim accompany me during sj. add maths teacher told us jokes. finally no boring add maths period again~ her jokes start with: jian zhang went to shop to buy food for his dog. but the shopkeeper dont believe that he will has a pet. so, he brought his pet as prove. the next day, jian zhang went to the shop again. this time he brought a packet of SHIT......... do u know why???becoz... he wants to buy toilet roll~ whole class laugh uncontrollable its good to has some fun during classes.

Carnival day

2009-03-13T14:00:00.010+08:00

there will be a carnival day on 11 of april...

every students are compulsory to buy two coupons, cost rm20.

they thought that we dont know how to think

[90% of the profit belong to school, whereas only 10% is ours]~

is this fair? last year my society organized an entrepreneurship day. we plan to use coupons instead of cash, but the school dont allow. now they held this program by forcing students to buy minimum 2 coupons. they really insane!!!

~5S1

2009-03-12T15:55:00.003+08:00

SPM!!

2009-03-12T14:35:00.003+08:00

time to collect spm result~

my sister got 9A1B... congratulations....

i feel happy on her achievement.

the same day in next year, i will experience it.

pack with homework

2009-03-11T19:24:00.005+08:00

normally the week b4 holiday is bad~

we will been told to do a lots of homework... every teacher will say:" u will have a long holiday n there will be holiday homeworks."

mon: do revision on add maths chap3.

tue: sj homework to be completed. (4 essay)

wed: a lots of bc homework including 2 essay.

the following 2 days, i believe that continuously homework will be given~

all the teachers thought that we are robot.

after holidays, 2nd intervensi test is coming. they dont even give us the chance to do revision.....

2009-03-11T19:16:00.003+08:00

i duty in bilik rawatan until 5pm... raining heavily out there... meanwhile im duty, i worry how i am going to go home. luckily my dearest sister come school to find me.. thanks my dear.... again, my junior called me form2 de.. he said i looked like form2.. so embarrassing bcoz he call loudly in front of my friends...

finally...

2009-03-10T20:05:00.003+08:00

today we gave kim her belated birthday present.. it was a white BUM digital watch. from her expression, i think she likes the watch.. but becoz of the watch, my heart almost jump up. i accidentally left it in cyber lab 3. when i realised, MY immediately went down to find.... unfortunately, the watch gone.... finally i knew that MT had took it~ she purposely want to scare me.... i also completed my oral today with my partner... from last week, everyday i worry about the oral. finally, i got the chance to do ^^ i believe that SPM is a doom for all form5 student. i checked the subject list in school n today will be the last day to finalise. 10 subjects had make me suffer a lot... how my friends going to cover xtra subject? good luck for all the SPM candidates....

all the mothers are the same

2009-03-09T21:43:00.003+08:00

i went to leisure mall with mei yen again. this time a bit different coz her mum is going with us. first time meet her mum, i found that she is very talkative. seriously, i dont have that kind of patience to 'withstand' her mum. i notice that mei yen also not really like to talk with her mum. luckily, her mum is good. if i dont want to give response to my mum, she will get angry. izzit all mothers in this world have this common characteristic? i think it is.

depressed

2009-03-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

get scolded by add maths tuition teacher again.... not i dont want to do his homework! i tried my best to solve all the quetions. but i dont understand y he everytime also comment on our work. i fell stress every monday bcoz of him! he dun understand us. just think everything based on his own view. he thought he is always the right 1. he consider group of us as a group that dont want to study. one day, he will realise that he is wrong! i will prove that his view is TOTALLY wrong!! no one can judge people based on what can be seen because there are something hide behind.....

hard work

2009-03-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

physics and add maths make me headache! i dont have confident on these two tough subjects. i try my very best to study. finally, it work up a little bit. i believe that until the day, i can enjoy my labour. ^^

........

2009-03-08T19:19:00.006+08:00

early in the morning, i saw something cruel... DBKL came my housing area to catch wild dogs. finally they caught 1 which the dog actually own by my neighbour. the dog struggle when they catch it.. but it failed~ what u think will happen to the dog?

i dun understand y they ONLY catch dogs... in fact there r MORE wild cats outside!!! really unfair... nowadays, cats cant even contribute. they lost their ability to catch mouse.

++annoy++

2009-03-07T18:37:00.001+08:00

i told u i will dissapear for half day every saturday.... but u spam my inbox until me really very angry! im not going to play, just attend my co-curriculum activity in school!!! u cant even give me the freedom. keep on ask me to sms with u. im not that free like u. if u want me to choose, i will choose my studies..... u r not the first day know me. hope u understand~

tired

2009-03-07T18:04:00.001+08:00

..saturday again..

early in the morning, i went to school for a short briefing on st john activities. me first time as the leader, partner with sharon in group3. a new group for me, i teach them to march. b4 that i only learn how to march, never think that i will going to teach 1 day...... they r quite cooperative~ i feel so happy ^^ after that, attend first aid class again~ sit there almost 2hours. n i noe that today is daniel+mr looi's bday. we sing birthday song n eat chocolate banana cake. finally,time to fore out... as usual, i go for lunch with kim, we promise to try out in every restaurants near school together. haha~ when the time reach, i go for tuition. during the class, im so sleepy, i almost fall asleep. by the end, teacher ask me y i looks so sleepy? my answer is simple, just 'im very tired'. so happy that there is no tuition for next sat